29th december 2006.

i'm dreading 3rd january.
cause it spells the day when i have to finally make a decision.
sighs.
giving up a future because of them.
but why.

i wish that january would quickly pass.
so i won't have to think over my decision
and wonder if i'll really regret.
sighs. i really don't knoww..

26th december 2006.

xmas is over already. (:

well, all that's in my mind is to thank all those who gave me presents. (:

hiro
thanks for the very sweet presents! (:
i know you put in alot of effort and thought into it.
it's your best;
and i deeply love it!
thanks! =D
and i hope you like mine too. ^^

grace
hahas, you're the funniest. =x
thanks for the very nice and cute presents! =D
hahas. i know you spent alot of time and stuff.
really appreciate it.
hahas. sweet and cute of you.
but next time remember to take THAT THING off. =P
hahas. my present may not be much bah.
but i hope you like it. ((:

jack
hahas. i really love your present. ((:
so cute! goshh.
^^ hope you like mine too! =D

clarence
hahas. thanks for adding to my collection. =P
lols. and thanks for your 'thought'. =P
hope you like MINE! xDD
hahahahas.


you know.
i have a family of tortoise now. hahas.
one by lisheng last time.
one by grace on xmas.
one by clair on xmas.
hahas. so cute i tell you. ^^

kay luh. hahas.
i go play audition abit then go sleep le.
tomorrow got work. >.<"

takecares!
and happy boxing day! ^^"

23rd december 2006.

hahas. been buying so much stuff lately. =x
gave mummie fifty bucks and gave grandma another fifty.

worked for three weeks already.
and i've bought three tops.
well, to be exact, four.
just that two of them are of the same design but different colours.
wore one today.
hm, i think a little too feminine.
wearing my favourite one tomorrow!
hahas. so excited. xD

hm, bought a pair of new shoes today!
lovee it. ^^
sweet looking pair of shoes. ((:
ninety bucks.
adidas de. hahas.

thanks to hiro and grace for their very sweet and thoughtful present! ^^
i know you guys put alot of effort into it.
and i'm very appreciative!
though i feel so bad, cause it seems like i didn't give enough. >.<"
but i hope you like it! =D
cause i loved the presents you guys gave. ^-^

kay luh.
i'm excited about tomorrow's staying out! =D
so long never le.
hope it'll be fun?
cause there doesn't seem to be any plan. x_x
so i hope it won't end up too boring. =(
yups.

takecares!
loveeee. ^^

18th december 2006.

lisheng suddenly messaged me out of nowhere today.
and i mistook him for grace. x_x"
so shocking please.

i bought a very nice red top.
lovelove! ((:
gosh, all the clothes i've been buying so GIRLY!

auntie found a very nice mickey mouse bracelet in the shop.
and gave it to me.
hahas. =x

jack came over to the shop and gave me a packet of ai xin hot milo.
cause he scared that raining then i feel cold.
so sweet please.
thanks! ((:


hahas. so random.
but that's all i have to blog.
takecares! (:

can you hear the bells jingling?
jingle jingle jingle! ((:

15th december 2006.

tiring.
is the word to describe my days.

work.
eat.
sleep.
work.
eat.
sleep.

feels like a routine already.
making me very stony though.
and i don't know why,
but i'm spending close to ten bucks daily on meals.
lols. i just keepppp eating and eating.
gosh, i think i'm gonna grow fat.
go weigh first!
=x

-back-
phew, still the same.
hahas.

well. at the end of two weeks,
to be exact ten days,
i earned a total of three hundred and sixty bucks. (:
happy!

but!
i still owe people money because i lost my phone that time.
and had to buy another one on my own,
in order to hide from mummie and grandma.
so yah.
i just cleared grace's debt.
still got hiro's, clair's and jack's.
which totals up to about two hundred and forty.
yet, i cannot use my salary to pay them.
cause, later my mummie will ask where all my money go. x_x
plus, i need to buy xmas presents.
so i have a feeling that i'll owe them till next year. x_x
not good to owe people over the new year. =(
sighs. money money!

ohwell.
on a happier note,
i'll be going kbox tomorrow!
yay, finally one day of enjoyment after five days of work. ^^
happy lyn! =D

but you know,
i just realised after this weekend will be xmas weekend already.
>.< !
not enough moneyy!
ahhhh!

lyn shall not think so much!
miss me! ^^

13th december 2006.

12th december 2006.

hahas. i didn't intend to blog initially.
no inspiration nor urge to do so.
hahahas. but thanks to grace's ..
hm, what word should i use?
funny-ness?
hahahas. yeah, that's the best word i can come up with.

i changed my nick on msn to
x oh! i like the tasty biscuits. =D that can be one of the presents for me. ^^
and her immediate response was:
SmaRt AnGeliC mOnkEy says:
HOW I KNOW WHERE TO FIND TASTY BISCUITS
SmaRt AnGeliC mOnkEy says:
"hi! is your biscuits tasty? can i try?"

LOL. how retarded can she get.
hahas.

in case you guys didn't know,
tasty biscuit is a brand.
you know that reddish orangish package,
with long long sticks inside.
got big and small packet de.

damn 'cute' luh she. hahahas.
silly girl. =p

7th december 2006.

i'm starting to dislike work quite abit.
i'm so tired and my body is aching.
my leg hurts like crazy, to be exact, my feet.
and i can't go out.
i can't do anything i want.
that sucks.

today, three told me i have good service.
for the three days, four.
but it doesn't seem to mean anymore now.
i'm tired.

my lips hurt.
like a burning sensation.
darn, sucks.
and it looks swollen. x_x
they say cause too heaty.
sighs, haven't been drinking enough water.

i still got to work tomorrow before cell.
i think i'm already going crazy.
still got to make myself smile at the customers.
though it's an instinctive act for me,
but still. x_x
when she told me i had to work tomorrow,
i almost cried in front of her. x_x
but yah, i agreed readily.

and my damn brothers ain't making it better for me.
seriously, they suck for that man.

thanks grace for making your way down today to visit me.
appreciated. (:
-hugs.
you know probably an hour before you came,
i was just thinking if you would ever come down to find me.
and before i knew it, you were there! (:

i think i'm gonna have to cry myself to sleep today.
i just can't stop it. x_x
suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks.
=((

okay, nevermind.
tomorrow is a brand new sunny day.
i'm gonna pick myself up and continue being a responsible person
and provide good service to my customers.
cheers! (:

anyway. mygosh.
what's this?
i dreamt of that person two days consecutively!
x_x

and it's not like i'm angry or upset with you.
just with myself,
for not being as tolerant as i thought i would be,
for putting such high expectations on people around me,
for crying over stupid stuff like that.

5th december 2006.

wm - out says:
eh u must blog more!
wm - out says:
=(
x my regret; my disappointment. and i dreamt of you. says:
blogging now.
x my regret; my disappointment. and i dreamt of you. says:
hahas.
x my regret; my disappointment. and i dreamt of you. says:
why ?
x my regret; my disappointment. and i dreamt of you. says:
miss my entries arh?
x my regret; my disappointment. and i dreamt of you. says:
hahas.
wm - out says:
yea =/

hahas. i was just deciding to blog when clairclair said that to me.
aww, even my entries get missed. =P

hahas. anyway.
i'm starting work at two today.
auntie's gonna teach me how the whole thing goes.
(:

hm, was pretty tired last night.
slept all the way till .. 12 just now. x_x
i think that was a ten/eleven hours of sleep.

i had a dream.
but i can't remember what exactly it is.
but i know i dreamt of that most disappointing friend.
i can't remember what it was, but i know he said three words to me.
no, not say, but i saw it online or something.
like on my comment box? msn? can't remember.
but no, the three words weren't i love you.
nor i hate you.
i cannot remember what the words are.
but from impression, they're three words that felt like obligation.
like, they were forced to care about me.
i was happy that friend talked to me,
like there was finally a response, but ..
sad that it sounded like it was out of an obligation.

ohwells.
hahas.
got to go prepare for work now.
haven't ate, haven't bathed.
audition down luh. =(

kkays.
takecares guys!
clair, don't miss me anymore. =P
hahahas.

did fate dictate that?
or was it pure coincidence?
i'm in total shock ..
at how things can happen at the same time.

3rd december 2006.

today was thinking about alot of stuff during cellgroup.
so i jotted them down on a piece of paper so as to not stay distracted.

somehow, i feel that people who believes in fate,
that everything is for a reason and a purpose,
will tend to cherish their friends more.
in other words, more appreciative.
ohwells.
random. hahas.


i'm very much ashamed that i've been such an insensitive freak.
disgraced that i am like that.
you've been through so much more than many i know,
yet so brave and courageous.
i'm sorry that things had turned out like that for you.
those ugly bastards stained your life,
and took away three days of your supposed-happiness.
maybe even more.
you didn't deserve all those treatment.
i don't know if you really ain't affected by that event anymore,
but let's make a new start okay?
and for the very first time in my life, i wanna curse people, those bastards.
how can they even think of doing such a thing.

2nd december 2006.

woah, it's a brand new month already.
time .. flies?
well, towards the start of a brand new year already.
brand new start as well?
hoping for it. (:

si ning and mervin finished their exams le! (:
and to think i thought i'd be seeing them on audition more often.
not!
si ning's desktop/laptop at home too lag le, cannot play. =(
saddd.

not playing for cell tomorrow. yups.
mervyn playing? yeah.

and grace is such a .. flirt. -.-"
lols.
grace, monkeys and pigs don't go you know.
xD


ohwells.
wanna blog something emotional.
been feeling like i'm hanging in the air these days.
blah. most of the time, this indicates something .. x_x

something i got from till we meet again.
"she realized then that rather than getting her life back together after leaving wales, it had fallen apart completely."

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i move on with my life with a fact that i cannot deny;
you've been the most disappointing friend in my life.

that has been the most beautiful sorrow in my life.
and it's probably one regret that i'll bring with me everywhere.

and i know no matter where life takes me to,
a part of me will always be with you.

maybe that day has already came.

all my life, i've been searching for you
and i wonder if you've found me too

lynette. lyn. thirtysevenn.
28th january 1989.
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